I need to replace the rotting boards
on the front porch,
but I probably won’t.
I should fix the sagging siding
as well,
but why bother?
Most of these walls need a coat
of new paint,
but it’s never going to happen.

Not to mention under the house,
pipes and insulation,
that’s way out of my league.

I can take for granted that
this place will stay crappy
and continue to decline
without any help from me.
There’s a comfort in that,
oddly enough.

Everything ages, falls apart
in time.
Speaking of which,
my birthday
is coming up
again.

 

Keeping busy seems to keep me at ease
though my natural state is sleep walking

To write and to sing helps me focus and think
in a way that helps make me less crazy

I want to pile it high
but have a rough time
getting started

It may all go unnoticed
and unappreciated
but that’s not what it’s for

That is no motivation

It’s just what I do

A form of expression

When I prefer to talk to myself

 

The fare of a white people
burrito shop
sits in my gut like a stone.

It’s a funny thing about white people
burrito shops,
their burritos are shaped like stones.

This place was good, not an exception
to the stone rule,
but there were honest-to-goodness
mexicans
working there.
You know…
For credibility.

“Mama Cita’s”, that’s spanish
for “pretty good”, I think.

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